If I hadn't spent a year preparing for this and given the people $700 I would just pack up and drive off right now. Anything to alleviate the anxiety I'm experiencing. It was probably this way the previous times as well but I don't remember it as such. Probably it's a little bit like giving birth. Within a year or so you forget how much it hurt, and make the stupid decision to do it all over again.
I suppose I could fake injury or illness but the problem with that is I would know, even if no one else did.
Alas, I suppose I don't have any options and at least I'll have to climb in the lake. After that I'll probably be okay.
Wish me luck!
Love
Peter
I suppose I could fake injury or illness but the problem with that is I would know, even if no one else did.
Alas, I suppose I don't have any options and at least I'll have to climb in the lake. After that I'll probably be okay.
Wish me luck!
Love
Peter
Luck, even though you don't need it. Also, love, which we all need!
ReplyDeleteUm, i can attest that you don't ever forget the pain of childbirth. I only did it a second time because of faulty birth control. (I love you, Sammy!)
ReplyDeleteAlso - is this why you decided to ride into a pylon??... because i think there would have been less painful ways to get out of the race! (I love you, old man.)
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